Insist on yourself;

fookin what dickhead.

the day i met you.

even if nothing happens i’m happy i met you, and will never forget you.

X

i just wish things could go back to the way they used to be. 

never did i think that things could change the way they have. i never expected it to be like this, for once i’m stuck for words. 

i want something new to happen, the same things, happening day after day are becoming a mass of nothingness and i don’t feel like i’m achieving anything.

i never used to think like that, i’d take each day as it comes and just enjoy the moment, but now i’m searching for something fresh. 

or, to go back to the way it used to be… 

Happy happy happy :)

6 flights, 1 hotel, 1 apartment and an old country cottage. This is my summer.

Ridiculous amounts of packing, silly amounts of drinking and an overdose of Jeremy Kyle and the ‘Viva’ music channel. 

So much planning, so much organising, for what? I really don’t feel as if i’ve achieved anything… 

It’s been good. Catching up with friends & family etc, but gone it is and soon i’ll be back to the same old routine of my life in Dubai. Coming back to England for a 2 month holiday- you feel like the world’s your oyster and it’s never gonna end, until one day it creeps up on you and your conscience  is telling you it’s time to go back to Dubai- away from everything I know. 

Don’t get me wrong, Dubai is an amazing experience and a diverse place to live but I just want a bit of normality now. To go to a normal college and do normal things with normal people who aren’t £1345672345678543 pounds rich. 

Well that’s life, in an ideal world i’d stay here and just get on with things. But we don’t live in an ideal world- do we?

Has made me realise that were lucky just to be alive… Life’s far too short to worry about petty things, just enjoy today and look forward to tomorrow.